Wednesday, December 29, 2009

Today I visited lots and lots of friends in areas around Toronto, so I did a lot of driving... but it was a mission accomplished. I saw everyone I needed too and even visited the ex-boyfriend's sister's new baby!! WHo's adorable and named Lily. <3,>

R.I.P. Cheychey's Grandpa

BE STRONG FOR YOUR FAM. you're their rock. and I can't wait to have a cry fest with you when I get back. (cry fest = sharing memories and crying our eyes out.) best feeling in the world after. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX y.l.s.

Monday, December 28, 2009

The stuff about my family fighting over e-mail... under-exaggeration. it's getting pretty darn CRAYCRAY if I do say so myself. there is severe hate mail being sent around and yesterday for no reason I was the target. I think there are a couple mentally ill people in my family :(.

On a better note, I went out for some retail therapy today and dropped roughly $400... whoops! The day after tomorrow I'm driving up to the camp I used to work at for new years and partying hard with those lunatics!! thheeenn jan 2nd going back home to start my university tour. All my friends go back jan 3rd or 4th, so i'm going to tour around a visit them all! :) on my way back to LA im flying to BC to chheck where my best friends are living. i'm pretty amped about that! annddd then four days after that I'm LB bound ... and may need a place to stay until my dorm room lets me in. we need to work on that because obvi i know im welcome at your house but i guess id be sleeping on a couch... but then where would you sleep? hahaha whateveeee maybe ill crash at the sorority house?! possibilities.

tomorrow i'm hanging out with the ex boyfriend and his new niece. He's so excited to show her off and yes we're speaking to him again.. but nooo we are not ever getting back together. he's coming to the new years thing too.. we'll see how that goes. me and my drunkness, im positive, will have a good time regardless. DOY.

I send all my love to your family or anyone effected by your grandfather. I seriously do mean what I say when i tell you to call me for anything or if i can do anything. support was the only way i got through my grandmother's death. especially being new in LB it was super hard... that's why we have DZ rriigghhtt?! right. ps. you have a LOT of people that love you and you are blessed. pass it on to the less fortunate people in the fam? kay... like maybe your RAtarded brother... moooning in a hospital and shiet. hahahah KIDDING. rheal is a cool cat. wine pong anyone? he's down.

OK, bedtime.. it's 12:40am... earliest in a long time. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. can't stress it enough. we're 2000 + miles away and are still so connected.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday.. sometime in December 2009

hookkaayyy - so i completely forgot to fill these things out the last couple of days. MY BAD. hopefully this will make up for it. SO my cousin birthed a healthy baby boy named Ethan on christmas morning (12:50pm.. or something like that) .. SO that's exciting. tthheeen i fell asleep because of exhaustion from all the excitement.

I talked to you mostly on Saturday... your grandpa is in my prayers, all day and night!! ..and your mother. because she needs so lovin' too. (you know what i mean...) ummm... i went to visit the little new bebe today .. he's adorable!! and SO hairy. it's like weird how hairy he is.

I wish i had better things to tell you, but in all honesty my company lately has been booze, my two best friends, ghost whisperer, the movie NINE, law and order, and bring it on. OH and obviously facebook. mah lyfe is aaaa joke. my family in california is still fighting and just today began to send HATE-mail to the entire family. 1, 2, WHOOP WHOOP! life just got a little more interesting.

Tomorrow I'm heading to my bff molly's house to bake and get drunk and then go out :). ummm.. i found out my other best friend, Aidan, is heading up to this snowy place named Collingwood tomorrow... then coming home the 2nd, then being held captive by her parents the 3rd for reasons i'm about to tell you.. about. she's going to backpack all over thailand come summer.. and then not even come home after that.. she's staying in BC all summer after that... so im basically not seeing her for a full year after tonight. and the hoe didnt tell me, well thought she told me, but didnt actually tell me until last night when we went to see the movie NINE which was SOOOO good and you should go see it with me when i fly back to the LBC which won't be until jan. 20th.

Tonight I think I'm seeing another movie then going out, i love movies, and tonight it's "It's Complicated" with meryl streep which is apparently also REALLY good. yaay for the cinema. ohh i do have a story for you hahahahaha - my brother bought me an itunes gift card for xmas and while trying to scratch off the stuff hiding the code i need to "redeem" the shiet (i was using tweezers because i had nothing else) i scratched off some of the code. it was basically ineligible. SOOO i had to contact apple and go through this BIG ordeal about what to do to get the $15 for itunes. then once that was all figured out i didnt look at the price of all the songs and stuff i downloaded and i "accidently" went like $20.00 over what I originally had. WHOOPS.

that is all the excitment I've had in three days. boring, i know, but hopefully i'll get better at updating maaaaa junk.

LOVE YOU xxxxxx y.l.s.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

IT's CHRISTMAS EVE. I went snowboarding this morning at Blue Mountain, bought a new helmet and looked super snazzy on the hills. I fell off a jump though, my first one... no biggie. got right back up, dusted the snow off and rocked the shit out of the rest of the hill like a CHAMP! doy. ummm... what else did i do? that's about it. other then having some soup and TONS of liquid today. hot chocolate, apple cider, water, latte, diet pepsi (even though i hate pop, sorry SODA)... right now I'm a little sidetracked because my cousin JUST HAD A BABY BOY NAMED ETHAN. yyaayyy for babies and boys.

sleep tight so santa can come smoothly down your chimney. LOVE YOU xxxx y.l.s.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Today started with an hour drive up to our country house in Creemore, Ontario (i'm going to try and video a tour of the house for you.. so you can be here without being here. haha) Nothing interesting happened today... unfortunately. I did a little christmas shopping, which was absolute chaos. apparently everyone else on earth is also buying presents super late. I spent close to $700 on family. FML. (and a little for me, hhehehe) Bought mommy a pajama set, candles, and this makeup she loves, Coop gets a game for his Wii and clothes ... because I like to dress him :)!, Dad gets the magic mouse from apple.. but I have to order it online and it won't come in for another two weeks.. so i bought a stuffed mouse and glued a black top hat and wand to it.. made it look magical so he'd get the joke.. then I'll tell him what I'm really getting him. hahaha. Delaney (ma pug) gets nothing... maybe a couple treats and a little dish of christmas dinner which will probably consist of salad and soup. (SNORE) ummmm.... what else can i tell you?!? OH i'm going snowboarding tomorrow.. and I could not be more excited!!! The broski and I are headed to the mountain at around 9 am. Hopefully I'll witness a crash/accident of some kind to report back to you. The highlights of today will be lacking so I'll have to make up for it somehow!

SO this whole thing about leaving my Gma's ring at Iris's... I always forgot to pick it up when I was over there, but I asked her now and she's like OMG. so sorry, they destroyed it. I found a part of it in a corner of our kitchen. so i'm like fuck me. and start crying. the one thing she gave me that was HER because she wore it a ton.. and I lose it/it gets destroyed. I feel like shit. yay for christmas eve eve. Why are our lives so miserable right now?????

Overall, hopefully tomorrow will be better, I'll get over this cold I miraculously am stuck with ever since I got off the plane, watch a fun movie with the fam instead of watching them all pass out around 8:30pm, and maybe, just maybe I'll sip on some tea. YAY.

OK, bed time for me... 11:50pm.. I know REBELLIOUS.

XXX y.l.s.

ps. it's -9 degrees here. BAH IM FROZen.

Highlights;

• snowboarding tomorrow, so this doesn't really count for today, but I have nothing else... so DEAL.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Woke up today super late.. because last night my best fren and I were supa high. Went shopping at Yorkdale Mall only to find that because I've been out of the country so long my Canadian bank froze my account. meaning no money can be taken out or put in. DUMB. SOO I went to the branch at the mall and was like WTF?!? They told me I had to go to my local branch and do this thang. So I haven't gone yet.. and still don't have xmas presents for the fam, but we leave tomorrow for our house in Creemore where we will be until Boxing Day. BLLAAHH :(. Now I'm thinking about the day and getting super frustrated. OH and I picked up my brother's xmas gift.. so that's one down.

My dog is SUPA FAT and I'm trying to put her on this no-more-food-EVER diet.. but my parental units will not let me. You need to see this pouch. Like fer real. She's HUGE. It's like she went away with me to university and gained more weight then i did. which would be a huge deal. hahahaha; ps. i dont feel SO bad about myself because I saw friends from high school and they actually gained hella weight while at Uni. SUUCCKKAAASS. kidding, i do feel bad. but not really bad. because it didnt happen to me. hahahahhaha. i'm mean. oopsies.

Other then all that.. nothing has happened. Tomorrow I go up to Creemore, come home boxing day, go up to my old camp for new years and party down with ex-co-workers (and the ex boyfriend... that's a whole other story I must tell you.), thennn drive back the morning of Jan 1st and get on a plane around 7pm for Italy, thhheen come home on jan 8th and be alone because all my friends go back to school around the 3rd, THEN im touring all around canada to see ma frens at their universities.. then coming back to the LBC on jan 20th. HOOLLLEEERRR.

OK; ex-b-fren talk: sooo we're going to see his niece together on Jan 28th and then spend new years together at the camp get-together in Arden, Ontario. I think he knows we'll never get back together, but he's hopeful and to be honest... i don't know what I'm thinking/feeling. We were together for basically a year and a bit so it's natural for me to still love him.. but when i'm around him i'm different.. and i don't like how we are together. I miss him a lot though, so that's why we're hanging out. I'll discuss this more when I have more time. I'm having so THAI food with mama and papa bear and then heading to my friend Molly's to watch movies all night. YAY. success.

miss you so much. DOY.

XXX y.l.s.

Highlights;

• Finalizing my trip to Italy with mama bear; Jan 1st to 8th.
• Watching a biker get hit by a cop car and laughing until my stomach hurt.
• Eating pop tarts. in bed. at 2am. high.

Monday, December 21, 2009

soo.. i woke up today with tequila in my hair. WHOOPS. Then I went out for lunch with high school people and a teacher of ours that I missed a ton. I split a brie and avocado sandwich with my friend Laura... it was gross... and I ended up not eating. (seriously, it was nasty.) From there we went to *Starbucks* to meet up with more people (REUNION CENTRAL) and had a bomb time talking about our new lives and how much weight we've all gained. We also swapped family stories and I found out one of my good friend's dad died a couple weeks ago and had an affair with his secretary. Subject change; Had to pick my dad up from work at 5:30pm because now that I'm home I've stolen his car/my old car.. because i'm obsessed with it and super protective/obsessive. Now i'm sitting at home with my puppy, eating a red delicious apple, and DOY chatting with you via facebook. ...and you just went offline. bitch. Tonight I'm going out to a bar downtown with some more high school friends.. and doing what I did last night/what I will be doing until my return to long beach. I'll update you more tonight, but for now.. that's it. XXX y.l.s.

Highlights;

• Watching some dumb hoe CRASH into the back of a super old man's car. She was texting. OOPSIE.