E V A N; duuuhhhh

it's seriously time for you to break from cody. if you're meant to be together then later on down the road life will make it happen, but right now you need to be with evan. he'll treat you like you should be treated and in general he's just better for you - pllluuss then we can hit up SD more often! xxx i love you so much and will support you no matter what.. but thats' my opinion

soooo I have a boyfriend :) / :S

ummm this past week all I've really been doing is hanging out with Corey and his fam. Realized I missed them. A lot. So, basically we're back together. this means that you MUST help me this semester. I know i'll be super busy anyways with 6 classes and an internship BUT when we rage.. like we always do.. we/i must stay away from boys. ok? deal. I'll tell you all about how this came to be when i'm back.. IN FIVE DAYS. ahhhhhhhhhhh i cannnnot wait to see you and FINALLY have fam initiation/little sis (sig pi) initiation and get my fucking gifts from you. hoarder.

Watched Jersey Shore re-runs all morning.. woke up to snuggling in the basement with my boy :), and I can't stop thinking about your darn puppy.. OH AND MY NEW TATTOO. hahaha - soooo rebellious/spontaneous I am. IT can't wait to see you either. it stings like a bitch but the girl who did it said my skin was taking the white ink really well. i'm siiikkeeedd about that!! :D OH anndd this spring break i have to be super careful with it. no biggie, because it should be healed by then, but basically i have to put 60 sunscreen on it everyday and trrryyy not getting it super wet all the time for the first bit.. liike first month or two, which isnt a problem because spring break is like March.. so we're all good. I'm blabbing. and should stop until i have something useful or more dramatic to tell you.. so this is the end. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love youuuu y.l.s.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

This morning I woke up with a whole day planned. I'm trying this new thing.. it's called trying to be PRODUCTIVE. let's just say things did NOT go as planned and I ended up staying in bed til noon, when I walked to my granny's for lunch. walked home. and sat back in my bed. watched some tv. went to the movies with my parents. and I know we've already discussed this BUT rachel mcadams and jude law on the same screen was like a dream. a supersexycrazy dream. WE NEED TO FIND OUR JUDEs.

Now i'm watching tv aaggaainn, but I changed it up this time .. because my laptop is in my lap. HAHA i am sooo hopeless. watching Teen Mom. worst show EVER and everytime I watch it I think of myself preggers and how AWFUL my life would be. OOHHH cribs is on now. but Canadian cribs. more boring then American cribs. womp womp :(

okkk - nothing exciting today :(


IM OUT - supersexycrazy. - xxxxx y.l.s.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Today was super uneventful... and by that I mean the busiest day yet... but the most boring. WOKE UP AT 7:30am to drink that nasty green drink my parents make me have as breakfast. (it consists of ocra, kale, spinach, frozen berries, and wheatgrass.. and let. me. tell. you. the thing tastes like a fucking FIELD of grass.) so i drank that shiieett then we drove to where my mom tapes her tv show that she does every thursday called CityLine. I helped set-up fabrics and whatnot then stood behind the camera like a nobody and watched my mom soak up all the fame. NOT COOL. and trtrrusst times will be a changin' so i'll let her have the spotlight until her time is up.

Then I drove to my doctor's office, which is my uncle's doctors office, but because we're related and for obvious other reasons he can't be my doctor. ANYWAY like the true v.i.p. i am.. i march right up to that receptionist and tell her "My uncle is dr. abells and he needs to give me a shot, right away"... basically i caused a scene single-handedly for no reason at a family doctors office.. siiccckkk!!! I got the shot. it fucking hurts. the second HPV shot which is known to hurt. but liiike my arm is swollen :( and i can't lift it past my shoulder. what a bitch.

THEN I went to my cousin, Alana's, house to drop off baby stuff. We bought them gifts because they just had what's called a "bris" .. im not 100% sure but i think it's a jewish thing.. so i'll describe it for you. The baby's foreskin (of the penis) is cut off and people stand around to watch. it's seriously fucked up. bbuutt none-the-less we went and i most certainly didnt watch (id more likely then not PASS THE FUCK OUT at the sight of it) and then went home and bought gifts because we forgot. which lead up to me having to drop them off today. BUT that ended up to be a good thing!!!!!!!!!!!! because my granny was there and was like "let's go shopping tomorrow" and im like HEELLLSSS YES because this woman pays for everything and is a saint.

that was the end of my day basically - OH and these realtors came.. my parents want to sell our house which = me maybe not living in the same house i've lived in for 16 years when i come home this summer. which scares the shit out of me. because this house is all i've ever known and i'm not ready to say goodbye to it. How weird will it be when my parents a) have to tell me my own house address and b) show me to my room... WEIRD. i try not to think about it because maybe it won't happen. yaayyy

then i skyped tyler benbrook and david porter and now i'm going to bed... because im suuuper tired and it's midnight.

LOVE YOU xxxxxxx y.l.s.

OHHHH - anannddd the crazy fam started sending more hate mail recently.. you MUST read these e-mails ahahah

okkkkk - so ONE of my cousins sent this to my other cousin's friends as kind of a warning about how shady and psycho she is:

Hey girls.....this is going to sound weird, but I just wanted to warn you to be careful being friends with Kelly. I know that she is your friend, and she was mine too (so I thought) but the entire time we were friends she was making up lies about me and talking behind my back. I am sure she has said horrible things about me to you, knowing her.

She has said horrible things about both of you to me also. I know it is hard to believe that she could lack authenticity so much, but Kelly has a personality disorder. Her brother, sister and I all believe that she is a psychopath. You can find a description of that on wikipedia. She lies and has no empathy or remorse. All I am saying is to be careful what you say to her and DO not trust her. Obviously, I think it is best to stay away from her. But please just be careful. I am not saying this out of spite, but because I believe you should be warned.

She has also logged onto my facebook and to read my private messages and stuff, after I logged in at her apt. For what reason I don't know.

There is no rhyme or reason to her behavior. All I am saying is, do you really want a two-faced friend like that? Who acts like your best friend to have someone to hang out with, but trashes you behind your back?

I know Kelly brought out bad qualities in me. I was more two-faced and a shittier person being friends with her. The people you have around you rub off on you. I don't think you want her rubbing off. I debated sending you this message but I know I wish I had been forewarned about her.

I always thought you two seemed like nice girls and can do better than Kelly. If you want to show Kelly this message, feel free, I have nothing to lose because I will never talk to her again. But I would prefer you don't because she scares me lol and I don't want her contacting me.

If you have any questions or want to talk about this, let me know.

THEN her friends sent her the e-mail and my cousin who this is about.. sent it to the WHOLE fam. nice huh? well it gets better.


this is the reply from the cousin who sent the original e-mail:
It figures you would send this to the entire family, Kelly. It has
nothing to do with them. I'm sorry if my message offended anyone. I am
sorry for what I said, but I do stand by what I said. I should have
stayed out of it, but I have a moral objection to people being treated
the way Kelly has treated me. And I wanted to let her friends know
what she has done to me.

Again, I am sorry if I offended anyone. I wish Kelly would leave you
all out of it.

THEN this happened:
tw Susan, you are a whore. I have hung out with you many times where you met some random guy at a bar and went home with him that night. In fact, the only time you did not was because no one wanted to fuck you. You have fucked over 30 guys in the last few years. If that's not a whore, I don't know what is.

I could care less if you and Kris and Jim want to sit down all day and bond over the fact that you believe am a psychopath. Whatever brings you peace and happiness.. By all means! But you need to be more careful about the things you say because I will sue you for slander. So just keep that in mind.

Also, I am sorry that men use you. And that the only way you can get male attention is to fuck random bar rats without condoms, but don't take that out on me.

I think it's very funny how you all sit around talking all this crap about me, but I have my shit together more than any of you. I am more attractive, graduated from a better school, have a hot successful boyfriend who loves me and friendships that have lasted for years.

Lastly, I find it interesting that I have done many nice things for both you and Kristen and this is the thanks I get. But it's really no surprise. Ugly girls are always jealous of girls better looking and more successful than them :)

might i remind you ALL of this is being sent to the ENTIRE family.. SO then this happened

I'm sorry guys. The stuff she said continues to be untrue. I could
really use your support during this time with Kelly. I don't know why
she says these things and I don't know how to handle it. I feel like
there is no good way to handle it. If I ignore it, I feel frustrated.
But if I respond it just makes it worse. Please don't read her emails
or judge me based on things she says. Again, they are huge
exaggerations and she is just trying to hurt me.

THEN THIS from the one cousin's brother (my other cousin):

In just that last email from her, it completely proves her being a psychopath. She goes from pathological lying, to aggressive intimidation, to grandiose delusions of self worth, to (the best part, imo) narcissism in explaining how extremely attractive and successful she is.

And yes, there's no reason to respond to her.

ANYWAYS - there are more.. but those ones were juicy and i thought you'd like them. obviously i haven't replied to any of this madness --- but its psycho shit.

gotta love fam.

I LOVE YOU ahha xxxxxxx y.l.s.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

ok. so. basically all of my friends are already back at their chosen schools... and i'm stuck with liike one or two people in toronto which isn't bad.. but it's boring. a little. SO i went shopping today with my friend claire AND bought lovely things to bring back to Cali with me. I'm super pumped about them. hahahaha I ALMOST FORGOT. i have two stories for you. yay.

1) MARIJUANA STORY - sooo my best friend brought me some BC weed from BC.. haha.. andd she was too nervous to bring the rest back on the plane with her so when i dropped her at the airport she ditched a bag of it in my car. which is fine with me.. UNTIL i forget it's there and i go pick up mama bear from work. OOPSSIEESS. she spots the bag. and asks me what I'm doing with it.... obvi i didnt want to give my bff a bad rep so i make up this bullshit story about it being her cousin's shit and she didnt want it in her bag ESPECIALLY AT THE AIRPORT - sooo ya. then i'm like.. "mom, you know what this is??? stoner" and she's like "I was a teen you know" hahahaha so basically she confessed of smoking pot - YES - now I need to convince her to smoke with me. funn times. you should be there when that shit goes down. she's da bomb. going to be so funny.

HOKAY...story number two

2) SHOPPING - today i was shopping at urban and they had this GINORMOUS sale and i loved every second of it.. so much that I took it upon myself to make everything in the store on sale. hahahahha - i took those orange tag things with the new prices on them and stuck them on things I really wanted. Then the cashier rang it up and was like $78.00?? weird. the tag says $19.99 - MISSION ACCOMPLISHED - i bought seven things for only $112 - im siked on life right now. HYPED Up. i love hype. yay. wooo.

now i have new fabulous clothes and am bored. so i should probably go shopping tomorrow.

Wednesday, December 29, 2009

Today I visited lots and lots of friends in areas around Toronto, so I did a lot of driving... but it was a mission accomplished. I saw everyone I needed too and even visited the ex-boyfriend's sister's new baby!! WHo's adorable and named Lily. <3,>